Sep 1, 2015

anyone else in here ever get suicidal? i have wild dreams and delusions that i used to tell ppl was something that i intentionally fabricated and basically didnt believe, i definitely believe it now, so, i have a really hard time feeling normal. ive been diagnosed before but i feel like im too smart to get diagnosed w anything like, i dont wanna k--- ppl n s--- im just convinced that things are after me basically, on a small scale and a large scale. anyone else?

 

Sep 1, 2015

i was kind of getting to that point between march-april as my breakup was really starting to destroy me

i would never k--- myself because that just isnt rational for my life right now, and hopefully never will be

 

Sep 1, 2015

I've had suicidal thoughts for the past 7 years, though I've obviously never acted on it, nor have I taken any medication or had a therapist.
Just strong I guess?
Dunno

 

Sep 1, 2015

I've had suicidal thoughts on and off since I attempted to k--- myself at 10.

 

Sep 1, 2015

I flirt with the idea of suicide a lot less now than I did 10 years ago but the thoughts are always lingering. I know that it would be selfish to act on those impulses plus I generally like being alive so it's not really a viable option. I do beleive that there are, at some points in my life where I have strong feelings or people targeting me specifically. Whenever I'm really stresses out I tend to get extremely paranoid

 

Sep 1, 2015

ive never felt that way but im here for anyone who feels on the edge and wants to talk about it

 

Sep 1, 2015

Ya when I lose a match on tlou :/

 

Sep 2, 2015

At 10 seriously? Wtf happened what could make you want to k--- yourself when ur that young

 

Sep 2, 2015

Never had these thoughts and never will

 

Sep 2, 2015

ITT: Eminem fans

 

Sep 2, 2015

Not so much

 

Sep 2, 2015

 

Sep 2, 2015

I'm surprised people can just openly say they've felt suicidal. Not saying there's anything wrong with it just would think people would keep that to themselves.

A few times coming down off drugs I've had some pretty dark thoughts along with paranoia etc. I still get a bit of it in general mainly because I still (stupidly) do drugs quite consistently.

 

Sep 2, 2015

This happens to me W vyvanse a lot

 

Sep 2, 2015

 

Sep 2, 2015

I'd imagine keeping it to yourself is one of the main reasons people probably follow through with it bc they feel they can't talk about it with anyone. I'm not ashamed of my past or my thoughts, I'm a normally functioning man who sometimes resorts to selfish illogical thinking whenever life keeps knocking me down but I know the consequences of those actions and what I'd be leaving behind

 

Sep 2, 2015

No, too much to life to k--- yourself no matter how dark the day

 

Sep 2, 2015

Yeah I completely agree I was more just surprised because it seems people do keep it to themselves a lot. Not that that's the best option at all.

 

Sep 4, 2015