Dec 7, 2015

s-----y small white trash ignorant af town with no sense of community for most people who don't fit the 'murica life, and especially next to no gay community (and what little there is is all middle-aged and/or trashy). i didn't grow up or go to school here so I literally know no one I don't work with, and only have a few family members here, who I can almost never see due to work/distance. all of this leaves me pretty much alone in every way possible

i have no car, and can't afford one making what I make. all the jobs in the area are sitting at minimum wage level, with next to no room for advancement. i'm living in a 1 room efficiency apartment with bad bug problems, literally no kitchen, and in an especially ghetto area of town, and I'll never qualify for a better place here making what I make and also having no credit (and no way to build it). there's nothing to go do here or see, and I have almost no one to hangout with or have any meaningful conversations with most of the time, so I literally just work and come home and do nothing pretty much ever.

it's a rather worthless existence at this point.

 

Dec 7, 2015

I get you with the working and just being alone part. I was like that until like 3 months ago when I got into my first relationship. But yeah it sucks, you just work all day then go to sleep and repeat =\

And it sucks when you're alone, I still live at home so I have my family there but I can't always share everything with them.

Have you thought about learning a trade? Just like spending a few on a quick certification and working as a plumber/electrician/HVAC?

There has to be something man. Here most people my age will go to the big stores like Target or CVS and work themselves up. I used to work at Target and the advancement opportunities were decent. Dude I worked with was making $13 an hour after 3 years and I started off at $10 when minimum here in NY was $7.25. My friend left school and she's making $13 at CVS working 40 hours, and she only started a few months ago. Don't give up bro.

 

Dec 7, 2015

i don't know of stuff like that in this area for me to pursue, and I'd likely hate my life even more if I picked up a random trade like that, at least now I have people to work with who I can enjoy at work.

the big store here is walmart aaaaaaaand that's basically it

 

Dec 7, 2015

I don't like how clingy he gets at times. He always wants me to initiate everything, like it's still 'you say/do it first' and he's insensitive and selfish too. Oh...and he's weirdly jealous about J.Cole. I swear I wish I was exaggerating. It's to the point where I don't even play him around him anymore. Once, he even told my aunt that I loved Cole more than him. He was being dead serious.

but he had Rihanna and Nicki Minaj's Anaconda pictures all on his phone? OK, see....n----- making me as crazy as he is.....



A part of me wants to end it but....I just bought that fool some Flysteppers.....the first time I ever bought some expensive a--- Nikes for a man.....

 

Dec 7, 2015

throw him to the kurb and wear those nikes like a motherfucking queen whilst listening to j cole

 

Dec 7, 2015

dude i 100% understand where your coming from, the lonliness side of things, i think the best thing to do is to keep a positive frame of mind and if your so unhappy just leave the place.

i respect you 10x more though

plus your troye sivan avi is quality

his parents house is like a 5 minute drive away from mine

 

Dec 7, 2015

wait you're gay?

 

Dec 7, 2015

nah man
but you gotta rep the gay homies when they from your hometown
bout the only thing to come out of perth ever

get it
come out
ha im funny

 

Dec 7, 2015

 

Dec 7, 2015

I did that a few months ago..lmao

granted; it was an older model tv, but still..lol

 

Dec 7, 2015

Wow

Wouldn't have thought anyone here would really know who troye was

 

Dec 7, 2015

Her dad

 

Dec 7, 2015

when a perth artist breaks out perth knows about it lol

radio time ect

last one was hugh jackman and he only went to uni here

 

Dec 7, 2015

 

Dec 8, 2015

Mine b------s when I inappropriately touch her in public. And her Russian mentality drives me insane sometimes. So sometimes I tell her to f--- off or shut the f--- up. It is a love/love thing though. We do it to each other without harsh meanings.

Oh and I hate when she wears my f---ing socks. I have a s--- ton of black socks and she has colorful ones and goes on about "I need black socks for work"



I tell her to go buy her own f---ing black socks.

Been a long 6 years plus marriage.

 

Dec 8, 2015

Were you on SL?

 

Dec 8, 2015

Yep. The Russian thing triggered the question?

 

Dec 8, 2015

He doesn't see the need for me to use the forum when we are back together.

That he doesn't wake at crazy hours in the morning so we can Skype ( though I am the reason we are doing the LDR so I remember that fact and can't be bothered anymore)

Otherwise he's too good. He's one of those people that can do anything perfectly the first time he tries and wins at everything so I feel like a dumb loser next to him =/

 

Dec 8, 2015

He sounds annoying lol