Sep 29, 2018

Best traits: Amazing body, incredibly intelligent, diverse sense of humour, creative as f---, can learn new skills with ease, extremely focussed & goal-orientated...I could go on tbh but I don’t want to bore you all

Worst trait: Compulsive lying

 

Sep 27, 2018

No one cares, you fuckstick.

 

Sep 27, 2018

My worst trait is Self-deprecation. Even now - I was gonna write what my best trait is, but an inner voice in the back of my head was like "no one cares, you fuckstick" so I had to think twice about what I wrote or even if I should. It's a miserable thing to put up with on a daily basis, doubting your every action and having little self esteem. Sometimes overcoming it is easy, sometimes it's the hardest thing in the world. But people like me somehow get by, it's not hopeless.

My best trait would probably be my creativity. I don't know if that classifies as a trait. I've always been good at creating art, music, visuals and so on. Every time I showcase something I've made to friends or family, everyone is blown away by how I am able to come up with it, but to me it just comes naturally, and I never understand what the big deal is.
I do what feels right and it usually turns out great. It takes a lot of time and patience, especially since I'm somewhat of a perfectionist (Not always; Sometimes perfection comes at the expense of passion and then it's all pointless.)
All in all, it's the one thing I am proud of about myself. Something that is a certainty.

 

Oct 9, 2018

Was told i am by a couple doctors lel but im not convinced >.> but ye.. i obsess over the smallest things, the biggest things, its kinda my thing lel.

The first thing that comes to mind was as a child i thought seeing your veins through your skin was abnormal, so i threw a fit n skipped a day of first grade to go to my doctor n be told it was normal.

Its gone from one thing to the next pretty much my whole life. Whether its thinking my spines curving and going to get xrays or something like my heart not being healthy etc.

s----s weird >.>

 

Sep 30, 2018

shut the f--- up

 

Sep 29, 2018

Pros: Irl I’m a good listener and connect well with people especially woman not just sexually.

Cons: these people are usually emotionally damaged and I can’t seem to form bonds with emotionally stable people. They bore me and I bore them

Side note: I consider myself emotionally stable. I don’t have anger or anxiety issues or some haunting childhood trauma

 

Sep 28, 2018

You’re quite interesting. To overcome ( even temporarily) something as strong as self depreciation is quite a feat. You’ve two ends of a spectrum. Your creativity and what it brings forth will eventually overcome those feelings of self doubt in your everyday life.

On a personal note.. over analyzing even the simplest things or concerning yourself with what others will think is futile. It only leads to doubtful actions in which leads to being angry at yourself.

People are going to think/judge no matter what you do. Right or wrong. Outside of yourself and those you care for .. nothing else matters.

Sorry to preach. Glad you posted

 

Sep 28, 2018

Best: My eyes, I can cook, I'm in shape, I have great taste, Athletic

Worst: I'm impatient, My temper, Anxiety & Depression problems, Trust Issues

It's probably more in both categories but I'm just summarizing